| Wow another random update.
I seriously have nothing to do at the moment ahah so i randomly thought of my xanga.
...well damn.
so much has changed.
i haven't felt this way about a guy since...well
him.
and i have never been loved so unconditionally before.
he loves me for me.
he loves me when i wake up next to him a mess from the night before.
he loves me when i wear no make-up.
he loves me when i look like crap.
he loves me when i'm drunk, high, on drugs, whatever.
he just loves me.
Saturday night was literally the first night in 2 weeks i haven't had him fall asleep with me in my bed.
he went camping til next Sunday and its already taking a toll on me.
i hate not being able to talk to him or see him whenever i want.
askljdf.
i'm really happy for once :]
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| wow i haven't written here in a long time.
sometimes i miss using xanga just because it was a place to throw all my thoughts together.
anyways..so much has happened.
people have been turning their backs on me left and right and honestly...looking at it now, i'm almost thankful it happened.
it helped me realize who my true friends are and realize who the fake ones are. unfortunately, most of them have turned out to be complete backstabbers. honestly, fuck all the people who have turned their backs on me.
i have some of the greatest fucking friends right now and i love them to death.
i have an absolutely adorable boyfriend who is way too good to me.
i love him.
and for once its just nice to not be terrified of getting my heartbroken or being used.
for once...i'm not being used and its the most incredible feeling in the world. amazing.
ummm yeah that's all really i guess.
peace.
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| i'm going to fucking kill you.
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| today was amazing.
like...one of those days that comes around once in awhile.
i met this really cute guy.
he told me it was destiny that we met on that curb outside of Jaxx.
because we had the same shoes.
i wish i knew what band's merch guy he was.
i wish i had asked his name.
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| it frustrates me that you have a girlfriend.
and that i don't get to see you like everyday anymore.
it just sucks i guess.
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